So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine
I'll be fine
But since I lost you I'm barely holding on



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This 1 year we had with you,
I'll always remember.
Thank you for everything,
I miss you, you and you already.

I have nothing much to say about my weekend.
The only thing that still stays in my mind is THURSDAY and a little bit of FRIDAY.

NPCC day, was all right.
Though we spent a lot of time changing from our full-u to our sch u,
and our sch u to our quarter u.
Heh, luckily Mrs. Franklin wasn't angry/didn't scold us for taking up so much time. (:
So, I wasn't really looking forward to after sch.
But, oh well, what has to come will come.
Furthermore, time flieees.
So eventually, it was after sch. :/
Slacked from 1.50pm to 3pm,
then suddenly started worrying about some stuffs. D:
Rushed through them,
helped to pack up a bit,
rushed down to put bags,
rushed to change. :/

The rehearsal was ok,
but then it started.
The real POP started.

As we entered the courtyard,
As she marched away from us for the handing over,
As she marched towards us after the handing over,
As they marched up to get their certificates,
As the parade ended,
I told myself not to cry.
That I had to be strong,
'People come and go,
Eventually these people will have to go too.'
Told myself to let go, and move on.
I'm trying to move on to life without you three,
I think it's kinda impossible,
But I guess I have to, eventually. :/

Outside sch, at the playground.
When she hugged me and said hi,
When she hugged me and said byebye,
When she just hugged me and didn't say anything,
I couldn't resist the tears.
They just had to come flowing out,
I'm sorry if I spoiled the mood/atmosphere/whatever.
Thinking that would be the last time ever,
I just couldn't stop crying then.
(And, I'm crying as I type this out.)

Interaction on Friday was okay. :D
Though I really miss our Perseus NCOs. ):
During our previous interactions,
They never accepted us being quiet,
Didn't even give us a moment of silence.
They were always complaining that it was getting too boring,
They were always thinking of new ways to make us open our mouth,
They were always there, I think we just took them for granted.
Now that they're really gone,
I really, really miss them. ):
All 3 of them, just the sight of them always seemed to cheer us up.
But now that they're gone, I wonder if our squad will ever be as happy as we used to be...

If there was ever a chance, I don't want you to go, never.
Perseus NCOs, I miss you. ):